(via raspberrypie-)
I’m sick of playing by your rules.
When to speak, what to say. You talk when you want and say what you want but when I do there’s a problem. I’m sorry but I’m no longer listening and you are no longer telling me what to do. You are so undeserving of my help. Goodbye.
Michael Bublé - Cold December Night
(Source: jamienguyenle)
This Christmas was great. I learned a lot and grew during this past week. My sister and I bonded with our younger cousins that we hadn’t always gotten along with and it was wonderful. I miss them a lot now that we are leaving for Vegas.
This may seem totally random and unrelated but nontheless here are my current thoughts. Although I am very happy with everything in my life right now, there are things that I feel need changing…especially my relationship status. Sometimes I feel so insecure about how “innocent” I am in those regards. Especially during the holidays, I find my mind drifting to thoughts of if I had a boyfriend how much cuter this would be or whatever. May this new year bring me the guy I always imagined (Preferably Bublé or someone extremely similar ;)). And for all the other lonely romantics like me this holiday, I wish the same.
So, there’s this cute guy at work who always makes a point to stop by in the fitting room where I usually am every ten minutes and just being cute. As for me, I don’t decide to be cool and say something funny, I decide to be suppa awk… good thing is that after I feel like I said something weird and that he hates me, he’s back for no other reason than to be cute again.
Yay!
but I can’t find the words to say what I mean. I’m sad and I miss the way we were before when you thought so highly of me. Now everything you say to me hurts so bad. It’s like I’m no good anymore and you’ve found others to replace me. I’m invisible and I just want to be your hero again.